I miss your laugh. I miss remembering what your laugh sounds like

A fire 
A fire
You can only take what you can carry


A pulse
A pulse
It's the only thing I can remember


I break
You don't
I was always set to self destruct though

(If there's a rocket tie me to it - Snow Patrol) 


I remember being 14 and thinking that life was hard. I remember thinking, hell it can't get harder than this. It only has to get better.
I wish. 

I remember being 14 thinking that by keeping me away from you, they were doing me good. They were adults and they knew 'best'
No, I realized they were just a bunch of ignorant bigoted assholes

I remember being 14 and running through the city, almost losing my kilt in the process, to come save you from your own death.
I remember being 14 and thinking that my purpose was to keep you alive and happy.
I know now that maybe it would have been better if I'd let you die.. you would be happy.

I remember your ranting, your raving, your crying your yelling. I just wish I could remember your laugh.

Taz has moved on.
You don't seem to be troubled by it anymore
So why the fuck can't I get over it?
Why can't I move on from the past?
Why can't I let go?